I think I'm losing my mind. I swear. There is just too much going on in there at the moment. I can't remember how it feels when my brain isn't in overload. And right now that is really frustrating. I feel like I should rant, but I don't know what I should rant about, and that is sooo confusing. I'm not making any sense today, which suits me right now, but who knows?
I wish I would regain my inspiration so I could go back to writing. Would be nice if I actually managed to finish the Naruto stories that are, for the moment, discontinued. I don't want to stop writing them, it's just that I don't know how to continue. I also wish I could manage to write something original, but that isn't going any better.
I also want a tablet, so I can actually start trying to make some art on my computer (if inspiration ever returns to me...), but I suppose a tablet is expensive, and I don't feel like using a lot of money on more computer things right now. I have a lot of things that needs to be done not-regarding my computer. And I still have this picture in my head that I want to draw but just know I'll never manage to get right. It's of Malik, Marcelo and Mugen in bed, but I don't know how to make it look right. I'm just not good at drawing emotions and such. I know exactly how I want it, but it can't be done by someone with my lack of skills. I copy things, I don't draw things on my own. Depressing, isn't it?
/ranting
